Last nite, I was awaken (at abbout 2.30am) by a sudden thought: what would have happenned if I had seized the opportunity to lay out my cards in a relationship which ended a year ago?
The opportunity did arise at that time but I was filled with saddness + anger that I didn't grasp it. If I was able to control my emotions and acted 'rationally', I might still be in the relationship. But then there are other things that bugged me about the whole relationship that I didn't think it's worth staying.
I have always trusted my inner voice/feelings and think it is best to go separate ways for a while. I need to find myself again. If the relationship is meant to be, then a reconciliation might be possible.
For the time being, my life is pretty stable and smooth sailing :)
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